Sunday was just awesome. What a service. I haven't seen something like that happen at our church in a while... only one word to describe it- liberating. I haven't felt that happy and just genuinely hopeful in a long time. It was amazing. :D
I think I've forgotten how to feel certain things... I remember back when I was 6 or 7 and I felt... I guess you could call it "innocent". I feel like that world was so much bigger and so much better than the one I'm living in now is... But I'm trying to learn how to "feel" again. I feel like life is passing me by. Like I'm not living it to its full potential. Like I'm wasting it. Which sucks. Because it's not just like I'm thinking this, I'm literally feeling it. It's kinda hard to explain. It's like there's a whole different side of me that I haven't tapped into yet... It's weird. You'd think I would've figured all this out by now... Oh well. Atleast I've realized there's a problem. I mean, that's the first step to resolvement right? I hope so. I just feel like only a fragment of me is present at any given time. Although I'm not necessarily sad or anything like that.... Just not "whole" or "complete"... I'll figure it all out eventually. I always do. Lol. My timing isn't always perfect, but hey, atleast I get the job done.
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