My New Life

So life's been crazy... Gotta fresh start after the end of my relationship with my ex. We're still friends and that's a great thing. I've got a new guy and he's awesome... he makes me feel like a princess. But he definitely has some trust issues [although he says he doesn't] and it's really starting to get to me.. After some recent issues in my household I started seeking a full time job so I could move in with my best friend. I thought it would be the perfect solution for my problem. I'd get outta the house before I ruined my relationships in that house and I could move in with my best friend that I've known since freshmen year of high school. And he sees that as a problem.. because he thinks we tend to get in trouble when we're together and somehow Im gonna end up cheating on him or whatever if I move in with her.... Apparently moving in with her would be an omen for our relationship. But I need to get out before I completely ruin my relationship with my mom. I'm just getting older and wanting more freedom and I still live in her house and have to abide by her rules. It's a dangerous combination that we've been ok about handling up to this point. Now it's just a stressful, tension-filled enviroment and that's not what I want at all. I think the best thing for everyone would be for me to move in with my best friend... Of course I wouldn't do this until I was financially stable and had all of my bills under control... Which means getting my debt down to less than $1000 and have enough money saved up for 2 months worth of expenses... I think it's a pretty good idea. I just hope this whole bank job thing works out. I really need it. I'm so tired of being broke all the time. We'll see how it goes. And hopefully my man will learn how to trust me... I'm not the same person I used to be... just like he's not the same person he used to be. I believe in him and have faith in him and most importantly, I trust him. I just wish he would show me the same courtesy...